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\u201cWe\u2019re just concerned.\u201d Doctor Rivera leaned in and studied Megan. \u201cIt\u2019s only been two weeks and you\u2019re already back at work. Losing a spouse requires time to grieve. What we do here is emotionally draining; we absorb so much from our patients. Are you sure you\u2019re ready to be back?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\u201cI can\u2019t be alone in that house, Shaun.\u201d Megan looked earnestly at her friend. \u201cEverything reminds me of her. At least here I have a purpose\u2026\u201d She stopped. Her eyes were caught again by the framed inkblot test that hung on the wall behind the sofa.\u00a0<\/span><\/p> \u201cWhat?\u201d Rivera turned to follow her gaze. \u201cI always see a beetle,\u201d he laughed lightly. \u201cI don\u2019t want to know what that says about me.\u201d<\/span><\/p> \u201cMaybe something about your music taste?\u201d Megan pulled her gaze away from the inkblot, which seemed to her to be pulsing.<\/span><\/p> \u201cYou look tired, Megan,\u201d he said gently. \u201cDo you want to use our holiday home for a few days? Have a change of scene?\u201d<\/span><\/p> \u201cNo.\u201d Megan paused. \u201cThank you, Shaun. I just want to work. I\u2019m fine, really.\u201d<\/span><\/p> \u201cAlright,\u201d he stood up reluctantly. \u201cLet me know when you\u2019re ready to leave, I\u2019ll walk you to your car.\u201d He stood up and left her office.<\/span><\/p> Megan followed him to the door and locked it. She was tired. The inkblot was still pulsing. 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